“Today is Sunday. And I simply hate tomorrow!”

That was exactly the same my thinking when was I was still an employee. And it was understandable. But now I’m the founder of my own start-up. How come I still freaking hate Monday?

When things went wrong, I hate it!

When things went right, I hate it too, somehow!

Negative thinking.

I can’t stand bad results. “Am I really that bad?”

Good results require better ones in the near future. “How could I slow down that growth?”

I’m afraid to show up tomorrow – with higher responsibility and expectation.

Isn’t it a “strategy of life” where highly successful people hate themselves?
Sort of, but not really.

I’m scared!

In a certain way, I kinda hated my own company – the culture & expectations.

Pressure!

A lot of pressure!

Stupid people could somehow succeed. But Startup & Success are really not meant for mentally weak people!

I reached out to my friend for help… And it was better for a while before the fear came back.

I was clueless… And terrified! Of everything!

…

It turns out no one could really help me but myself.

Things started getting better when I confront the fear myself!

I face it!

I let it go.

When things get tough, I will get tougher. When things go well, I’m grateful that it works. I have a good faith it will just get better and better tomorrow.

I AM a success. And I WILL succeed! Hugely.

@Vinh’s wedding #Huan